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Corners

by Paula Eve Kirman

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1.
With life comes many hardships Try to do the best we can But sometimes we have to speak up Sometimes we’ve got to make a stand There’s people sleeping in tents Despite our oil boom Guess it’s big business that has all the cash When some people can’t even find a room We’ve created artificial classes Separating very rich from poor So we’re marching in the street Burn the pavement with our feet Until we smash this system on the floor We’re masters of our world At least we think we are But we’re really wrecking everything This destruction has gone too far We’re making a footprint on the planet Large enough that we can fall right through So we’re marching in the street Burn the pavement with our feet Just the start of what we need to do Sending people off to fight A war that can’t be won When we’ve got our own troubles here Lotta work’s got to be done Got no time for imperialism ‘Cuz it only makes things worse Why do we want to give our ways to others When at times it can be such a curse It’s easy to cry counting the bodies And explaining all the lies some think are true So we’re marching in the street Burn the pavement with our feet Until we are given something new Yeah we’re marching in the street Burn the pavement with our feet If it’s the very last thing we do
2.
You were hiding from me You were hiding from me Thinking you were above me Once you said that you loved me And I won't and I won't and I won't and I won't and I won't let you in (repeat) You said it was over You said it was over Instead you chose her But still want closure And I won't and I won't and I won't and I won't and I won't let you in (repeat) And I won't and I won't And I won't and I won't And I won't and I won't And I won't and I won't (repeat) You were hiding from me You were hiding from me Thinking you were above me Once you said that you loved me And I won't and I won't and I won't and I won't and I won't let you in (repeat) And I won't and I won't And I won't and I won't And I won't and I won't And I won't and I won't (repeat)
3.
He says, “Sorry, give me one more chance to prove it” She says, “Hardly, I'm out of here before I lose it. Just can't keep this act up every day. It's high time that I packed my things and walked away.” She goes downtown looking at familiar places. She turns around thinking of the choice she faces. if she goes back to him it starts again, or she could have a new life just around the bend. He calls that night asking if she wants to come home. She says, “I'm all right, but thank you, no” and hangs up the phone There's a closing door inside her heart. She's crying and she feels like she will fall apart, But she is even stronger than she seems and when she finally sleeps she becomes lost in dreams and she's free.
4.
Falling 02:53
All kinds of people come to my door, I let them in, they leave when they want to. I don’t complain, some of them stay Forever and I really don’t mind. Some of them I fall in love with, some of them wish me some harm, some of them I can’t let go of, and I wish that you were here in my arms, I wish that you were here in my arms. Morning it breaks, rising the sun. I let it in, it shines through my window. I don’t complain, sometimes it stays forever, and I bathe in the sky. Sometimes it burns when I remember, sometimes it fades my memories, sometimes it shines without knowing and I wish that you were here with me, I wish that you were here with me. All kinds of silence comes to my lips; caught in my tracks, it stops me from saying what I really meant when I let the door close forever, it won’t open again. Sometimes it slams with the fury of heartbreak, sometimes it crashes with the might of the wind, sometimes it opens just a crack then it closes to remind me that all things have to end, it reminds me that all things have to end, And I wish that I could see you again.
5.
He lived in a tent downtown in an alley Sometimes at a church he would get a meal Shelters only took him when he was sober The demons he lived with ruled how he'd feel Some tried to chase him out of the alley They'd call the cops to take him away But pushing him out was not a solution As if he had anywhere else he could stay But this neighbourhood had been gentrifying And some homeowners didn't want him around They couldn't look into the face of addiction They were scared of upsetting the life that they'd found A non-profit group wanted to build some new housing Where he would have had some help cleaning up But the neighbourhood council said it's not happening They already had too much of this stuff They went to court over the permit Kept filing injunctions, tying up funds And the non-profit organization kept fighting While the neighbourhood council thought that they'd won Then out of the ashes came grassroots support From folks who were fed up with everything They ousted those who held the neighbourhood hostage To the whims and desires of these self-appointed kings An emergency community meeting took place A plan was set in motion that day The voices of those who could lead with compassion Drowned out those who'd allow hatred to stay And now there's a place where some can live safety The finances found, the permit appealed But this came through too late to save him, From his wounds he would never heal He'll always be a ghost in the alley His body is gone but his spirit is here Remember him when you see eyes that look empty Greet them with love instead of with fear
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7.
I wait for winter When the sun hangs lower in the sky I wait for winter Breath suspended in the air so high I wait for winter To freeze the tears that I cry I wait for winter I wait for winter Birds are flying to the south I wait for winter Words I speak frozen from my mouth I wait for winter Full moon hurries to come out I wait for winter We all leave our footprints in the snow Souvenirs left behind when we go Will we ever meet again? I don’t know But I’m here out in the cold – I wait for winter I wait for winter Lighting fires to keep warm I wait for winter Getting lost inside the storm I wait for winter For the world to be reborn I wait for winter Darkness wraps us up in early days Separate people going our own ways Truth gets hidden in a drifting haze I won’t disappear into the night – I wait for winter I wait for winter I wait for winter After all there is nowhere left to hide Holding back feelings that are long denied I will go now and take this song outside So I can freeze until it burns – I wait for winter Anticipating your return – I wait for winter The chance to breathe crisp air I’ve earned – I wait for winter I wait for winter I wait for winter I wait for winter I wait for winter
8.
And You Run 03:17
It's Saturday again With nothing much to say Another cloudy day Alone there in your room Laying on the floor Staring at the door And they come, and they come And they come and go without a second look And you run, and you run And you run from someone else whose heart you took It's night out on the town Music's playing loud You're one of the crowd Hiding in a stall Words that he said Ringing through your head And you come, and you come And you come but never long enough to stay And you run, and you run And you run when you're too close to get away And you come, and you come And you come to the point of no return And you run, and you run, And you run because the memories still burn They still burn They still burn
9.
Return 03:59
Years ago I came from what used to be this place One day I was here then gone without a trace I'm feeling like I shouldn't step into this space I have memories I wish I could erase I could not accept the meaning of my name Because it is a word that caused me so much pain Part of me vanished when I leaned into my shame Hoping that my struggles weren't all in vain I was so tired from trying to earn love I gave all I have but it was not enough So I tried to get some help from above But I lacked the faith when push came to shove Walking on the path to opening the door I wonder what has changed since I was here before Inside me is a longing I cannot ignore Beyond what I've been taught that there is something more Take me back to where my story begins It seems this long road has led me here again It's hard to explain the places that I've been If you hear me knock I hope you'll let me in

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released May 1, 2023

All songs written by Paula Eve Kirman
Produced by John Armstrong & Paula Eve Kirman

All bed tracks recorded 2020-2022 by Paula Eve Kirman at The Yellow House:
Paula Eve Kirman: Vocals, Guitar, Keyboard, Mandolin, Programming

Additional tracks recorded June 2022-February 2023 by John Armstrong at Chez Bordeaux:
Paula Eve Kirman: Hand percussion
John Armstrong: Hand percussion
Paul Steffes: Electric guitar
Michael (Mucha Bee) Belandiuk: Electric bass on Marching in the Street, Won't Let You In, Return & And You Run

Mastered by Stew Kirkwood at Dept.9 Studios

Cover photography: Paula Eve Kirman
Layout: Terry Smith

Dedicated in memory of my grandparents, David & Jeanette Weinstein.

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Paula Eve Kirman Edmonton, Alberta

Paula Eve Kirman writes and performs music with a message.

She became interested in both music and social justice at a young age, in part due to being raised on her mother's love of 60s folk music.

For Paula, music is a way of reaching a wider audience with messages of social justice themes, as well as expressions about the complexities of life and love.
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