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The Crow

by Paula Eve Kirman

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1.
The Crow 04:28
So I have to let you go From all that we knew before The crow's spreading his wings Carrying you, carrying everything To the next dimension of knowing Watching, waiting, always growing I see your shadow in the trees It makes me fall, makes me freeze So I have to let you go From all that we said before Pain took your body and mind But now you're gone and I'm left behind Wondering about all those years All the silence, all the tears How we hurt beneath the love But I had to stay, and you rose above So I have to let you go Even if I don't want to Even if feeling sad Is all that's left from what we had But the crow is still in flight Carrying you with all his might I reached out to touch his wing He flew away like you did last spring And your voice is in the air And your spirit is everywhere And if I want my soul to live I'll keep on trying to forgive
2.
Waves 03:42
They say love can move mountains, And the oceans flow on free, ‘Coz love can conquer every misery. But the oceans run dry slowly, And the mountains stay the same, And love, like all the others, feelings change. So run to the ocean, And watch the sun set over the sea, And watch as the waves Roll to the shore Against you and me. I heard you should walk softly; Be delicate with grace, A smile should always be upon your face. But I never tread lightly When the walls are crashing down, And why should I smile when you’re not around? I’ll run to the ocean, And watch the sun set over the sea, And watch as the waves Roll to the shore Against you and me. They think they’re the wise ones, but Who are they to say? When love is going wrong You can’t rely on songs from yesterday . . . Just run to the ocean, And watch the sun set over the sea, And watch as the waves Roll to the shore Against you and me I’ll run to the ocean, And watch the sun set over the sea, And watch as the waves Roll to the shore Against you and me
3.
Afterglow Bathed in your words Resounding Everything I heard This is the part I say I love you Even though you’re not around to hear This is the part I say I love you Even though it falls on empty ears Because the one thing in this world I wish for Will never ever come true And the one thing in this world I wish for Will never ever ever come true Walking Circles of pain Restless Clearing my brain This is the part I say I love you A secret that you cannot know This is the part I say I love you There’s nowhere else for my heart to go Because the one thing in this world I wish for Will never ever come true And the one thing in this world I wish for Will never ever ever come true Endings Before they begin Empty It’s the pattern again This is the part I say I love you Even though I risk you walk away This is the part I say I love you Even though it’s what you cannot say Because the one thing in this world I wish for Will never ever come true And the one thing in this world I wish for Will never ever ever come true (x2) And the one thing in this world I wish for Has always been for me to be with you
4.
Summer 03:12
They used to call me Summer Life was warm inside my home, But the cold chills of December Follow me as I walk the streets alone. I had a job until the downsize Found another with less pay. Then the landlord raised the rent And I could not afford to stay. They used to call me Summer; That was long before my fall. Now I struggle to show others That I am still human after all. Empty smiles offered wisdom, Told me there’s lots of help around, But the safety net tore open under me And it was quite a long way down. Pitched a tent along with others Until the province made us go They said this was no place to live Like we already didn’t know. They used to call me Summer When I was so innocent and free; Now I’m just another number, A longing face no one wants to see; This is not where I thought I’d be, And I hope you’ll remember me.
5.
Always 03:00
I have a secret I'm scared to tell you So I speak in whispers shouting through my mind It's like I'm dancing While walking slowly Two steps ahead and another three behind I'm feeling closer despite our distance I don't expect that you notice me at all Smiling politely I excuse myself But I'm at the point where I'm just about to fall And I am always hiding in plain sight And I am always hoping for tonight I am always, always I am always The less I hurry the more I wonder can't figure out what I'm supposed to do I'll keep on dreaming watching and waiting anticipating what it's like to be with you And I am always hiding in plain sight And I am always hoping for tonight I am always, always I am always And I am always, always, always And I am always, always, always . . . .
6.
When I was little I sang about rainbows, Butterflies so lovely, and a sky so blue. But today I can’t see the rainbows, Butterflies are gone, sky has changed colour too. But I’ve been told that I’m very lucky To live in a place with so much money to spend; Many people who are chasing rainbows Think we’re the pot of gold at the end. Then they learn looks can be deceiving When they discover there’s nowhere to live; Cost of housing and everything shoots up, Until they have got nothing to give. Not far away up north there’s the Tar Sands; People are dying, so is a way of life. Exploitation’s price is too high Causing the land and its people strife. All in the name of shipping our oil Down south to lubricate a war machine That invades other countries and murders; Even now our hands are not clean. How I long for the days of rainbows, And for the butterflies to soar again; Someone must tell these huge corporations Violation of Earth has to end. Then one day we can live in freedom, From the bust that follows the boom. When we’re told that we’ve got a good thing We should answer by asking, “For whom?” When we’re told that we’ve got a good thing We should answer by asking, “For whom?”
7.
Save me From what I remember I hear voices Of September I'm being haunted by rumours of a dead man they travel freely through the highway of the deep end I close my eyes and try to keep pretending the way you dominate my dreams is never-ending Save me From what I remember I hear voices Of September Give me your ashes so I can build a mountain and then I'll turn my tears into a fountain This broken world is one of our own making we paved the ground of the road I am now taking Save me From what I remember I hear voices Of September (x2) I'm being haunted by rumours of a dead man they're coming at me from every direction I'll light a candle, say a prayer while it's burning I cannot sleep my mind is over-working I cannot sleep my mind is over-working please let me sleep please let me sleep please let me sleep
8.
Still Here 03:55
Crimson sky sleepless night there we'd hide holding on tight We were born by the sea innocence lost early In those moments when we knew each other we were flowers in a garden raindrops in a river falling leaves in autumn and I am still here though you walk behind in silence I am still here Sirens sound off we run underground 'til it's done A final blast shakes the core happened fast then, no more In those moments when we knew each other we were flowers in a garden raindrops in a river falling leaves in autumn and I am still here though you walk behind in silence I am still here Still here, still here And I am still here still here, still here And I am still here still here, still here
9.
Walls 04:09
Been going through my mind, lately a lot Have many questions about what I’ve been taught Nothing’s as clear as it used to seem As I stand idly by while humanity screams I can’t sit on the fence anymore When I have to choose between peace and war And object to oppression where it arises No matter what else it is disguised as Something has to be done Don’t know where to begin Walls are meant to frame houses Not trap people in I’ve been told I should be ashamed, I answer, “don’t do this in my name.” I will acknowledge we’re of the same tribe But in this case, I must step aside I can’t sit on the fence anymore When I have to choose between peace and war And object to oppression where it arises No matter what else it is disguised as Something has to be done Don’t know where to begin Walls are meant to frame houses Not trap people in I cry for the children, the women, the men Who face the same hardships again and again Generations spent under a regime Where freedom exists only in a dream I can’t sit on the fence anymore When I have to choose between peace and war And object to oppression where it arises No matter what else it is disguised as Something has to be done Don’t know where to begin Walls are meant to frame houses Not trap people in We share the same blood So I can’t understand Why we have to keep killing Over a piece of land (We’re the sons and the daughters of Abraham) I can’t sit on the fence anymore When I have to choose between peace and war And object to oppression where it arises No matter what else it is disguised as Something has to be done Don’t know where to begin Walls are meant to frame houses Not trap people in Not trap people in Not trap people in And it’s time to begin

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released December 1, 2022

All songs written by Paula Eve Kirman

Produced by John Armstrong, Bill Bourne & Paula Eve Kirman

All bed tracks recorded July 2019 by Bill Bourne at Tree Frog:
Paula Eve Kirman: vocals & acoustic guitar
Miguel Ferrer: drums & percussion
Bill Bourne: lead guitar on The Crow; rhythm guitar on Summer; lead and rhythm guitar on Walls

Additional tracks recorded through 2020 and 2021 by Paula Eve Kirman at The Yellow House:
Paula Eve Kirman: background vocals; keyboard; mandolin

Additional tracks recorded from July to November 2022 by John Armstrong at Chez Bordeaux:
Paula Eve Kirman: vocals & hand percussion
John Armstrong: hand percussion
Paul Steffes: electric guitar
Kevin Cook: slide acoustic guitar on Waves & Summer; electric guitar on The One Thing & Still Here
Michael (Mucha Bee) Belandiuk: electric bass on The Crow, Always, Voices of September, Summer & Butterflies & Rainbows

Mastered by Harry Gregg at Riverdale Recorders

Original artwork by Paula Eve Kirman

Dedicated in memory of Bill Bourne and Barbara Kirman

All songs SOCAN

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Paula Eve Kirman Edmonton, Alberta

Paula Eve Kirman writes and performs music with a message.

She became interested in both music and social justice at a young age, in part due to being raised on her mother's love of 60s folk music.

For Paula, music is a way of reaching a wider audience with messages of social justice themes, as well as expressions about the complexities of life and love.
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